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 This thing in front of me, this hourglass is a mess. The glass shattered already yet the sands didn't spill out. I try to turn it upside down it's not spilled and I know that something's wrong with this place I'm in. Everytime I turn it down, the sands always go back to where it belongs and I start wondering if someday I could be like those sands, back to where I belong where time ticked away. In my sleep, I'm remembering the slope that only you passed through. That slope now are filled with so many warm spots of sunshine that goes past the trees. Suddenly, it rained, heavily. I try to look out for you but it's useless, I'm

 "I miss you..." That's the first thing that came out of my mouth when the rain falls tonight... I walk to my room with that feeling on my heart and on the hallway, I stared at a painting. "Ah... It's dazzling..." I said while holding my chest since it hurts knowing that this moment of time feels like it's captured into that painting. "What is this feeling..." I drop down on my knees and cry... The next morning, I go to the balcony and put my sight on the changing streets of this city. Suddenly, I hear my memories speaks. Faintly, but it's so gentle that it moves my tears. "You know that you're at loss, but you just don't want to admit it

 "Hey, it's been long since we're like this, right?" I say to you who sits beside me and hold my arm. "Yeah, it's been long. We...are a bit busy with ourselves this past few years" You, calmly said that to me and smile. The sky in this town never change, it has always been going endlessly towards the horizon. And I see one of them are creating a smile-like figure when I tried to recall all of those memories we create here, in this town that we both love. "May I ask a silly question?" You asked me with a serious expression. Believe it or not, my heart beats faster because of that... "S-Sure!" I answered spontaneusly with a little surpr

"Goodbye" I heard a faint voice somewhere deep in my sleep. His face… I can't seem to remember it. Even if I can't remember how he is or who he is, somehow I know that voice. The feeling that voice emits, the warmth of the voice, it's you isn't it? The sounds of the alarm wake me up early this morning. I tried to turn off the alarm, but I suddenly hit a photo –Our photo- when we last meet up on that usual secret place under a bright golden moonlight. "You said… You said that you'll always be by my side… Yet you…" so I said while holding back my tears from bursting through these sore eyes. Yes, it's been a few years s